I guess Tera Patrick’s story is really why I’m doing this site… sort of.
I was at a Barnes and Noble and I came across her autobiography, Sinner Takes All. I was pretty shy about porn at the time. I was compelled by the book because it’ subject was a pornstar; at the same time, I was ashamed about my true, basic, lustful, infatuattive feelings; and, also, I presumed it would be a fairly pandering autobiography made for wankers like me. On top of all that, I had a strong intuitive feeling that spoke to me beyond reason — heading that, I bought the book.
Her story starts out pretty hot. She was entranced by a USO picture of Marilyn Monroe entertaining the troops and basking in their adulation. She wanted to be her. Then there was the undeniable attraction with a girlfriend’s older brother when she was a teen. Then it jumps to her being a fireman’s girlfriend and having him fuck her in front of his fireman colleagues. From there it has her being an escort in LA and onto essentially sex work and then porn.
Some glitches clock in about her porn. She has never watched a porn video of hers. She recalls a threesome with some buff twins, mentioning that the requirement for having a threesome is you will never see them again.
And then comes the soul mate that is going to spiritually touch the root of her sexuality and its connection with being a porn star. In a cosmic moment, she sees a buff, naked man with a big dick on the intro to a Discovery show about ancient man and she thinks to herself, I’m going to be his life partner. And the universe, indeed, brings them together.
The relationship is as hot as his dick is big. They make love for days on end. She likes golden showers with him because it has a certain intimacy. A neighbor calls the police to complain about all the caterwauling. He explains to the cop who he’s fucking and the cop is in awe of this man and they have a chuckle together.
Her porn career continues, but, her only male sex partner is her husband. She does lesbian scenes and threesomes with him and other porn stars. He, on the other hand, loves this career move of his. He performs with many other porn stars. Not only that, he starts his own video series where he streams a sex scene with a different woman every week.
None of this Tera says with any disagreement or rancor or objection and it’s as if the book had ended there and was just about to print when, deus ex machina, Tera explains that she found herself in the hospital and her husband saved her life by finding her having overdosed and taking her to the hospital.
Then, she divorces her husband and starts her own porn company and restarts her career anew. There is a brief concluding blurb about losing her Chihuahua and her ex pulling all the strings and doing a lot of hustling to find and return the dog to her.
She explains her publishers asked if she wanted to scrap or rewrite the book, considering its abrupt turn at the end, being cognitively dissociated from even the title of the book; but, she says (in the book) no, just leave it all as is. The end.
And I suppose that makes Tera’s career and her book, a perfect study in the psychological dynamics of being a porn star.
Tera is a beautiful, tall Asian-American with well-shaped large but not-to-large breasts, and a beautiful, silky, quickly wet, pussy. She often sports a seductive look in her eye.
Notable scenes:
- Hot sex by the fireplace with some guy